Naturally Being Quiche’

 “Man! The process of healing from a thing is interesting. One day you feel so good and confident. Almost like you can take over the world. The next day you feel like a ton of bricks fell on you while you were sleeping. It’s crazy how that is. This is the part I was afraid of. The pain that you feel. The up and down days. The best way to overcome it is to go through it. Right now I just feel really sad and confused. I feel like everything is all my fault. I’m questioning everything. Like what could I have done to make things better. Did I truly make him feel like he wasn’t a priority? Did I really make him feel like he was undeserving? Was I a manipulator? Was I selfish? Was I incapable of loving? Did I truly know how to love? All of those things were the things that he said about me. In this moment I don’t feel like myself. I look in the mirror and don’t recognize the woman stirring back at me. I’m over weight for me but can’t get myself up to go to the gym. I LOVE THE GYM!!!! but...

 Man!!! Life can have some highs and it can have some lows. Towards the end of last year I experienced some lows. I went through somethings which I will soon share. Sometimes when going through something you unconsciously go into a depression. Depression can come in different forms and you may not always be able to spot it at first. Well, I was unconsciously going through depression. How did I know?!? Because, I stopped doing something that I loved….working out. I had a routine of getting up in the mornings and working out. I lost a significant amount of weight in the process and I was feeling good. Then, I fractured my foot and rested for a month or two. I couldn’t pull myself to get back in there. I got so consumed with life’s stresses that I just began to unconsciously eat. That’s what I do when I’m stressed . I stress eat. I’m mean I was eating everything. Candy, chips, pop. You name it, I was eating it. I didn’t feel good about myself at all. I kept saying. Next week I’m going...

 Hey! It’s meeee Quiche’ (like the food). Welcome to my world! I’m so happy that you stopped by. I am a shy yet goofy person with a gentle heart. I have my loud moments once I get comfortable. I have a 16 year old son that I love with everything in me. I have 7 brothers and 1 sister. Sounds like a huge family right?!? I know. Growing up was very interesting and adventurous. Can’t help to be adventurous when you’re dealing with multiple personalities LOL!!! Listen! I decided to start a blog because I love to write. I somehow with everything going on in my left put writing on the back burner, but out of the blue my love of writing came back almost over night. I have so much to share, so many thoughts and things that I feel may help someone else. So I want to you to sit back, grab you some tea or coffee. Maybe even some popcorn and enjoy this journey with me. Please feel free to comment or repost my blog. Let’s go!!!!!!