“Man! The process of healing from a thing is interesting. One day you feel so good and confident. Almost like you can take over the world. The next day you feel like a ton of bricks fell on you while you were sleeping. It’s crazy how that is. This is the part I was afraid of. The pain that you feel. The up and down days. The best way to overcome it is to go through it. Right now I just feel really sad and confused. I feel like everything is all my fault. I’m questioning everything. Like what could I have done to make things better. Did I truly make him feel like he wasn’t a priority? Did I really make him feel like he was undeserving? Was I a manipulator? Was I selfish? Was I incapable of loving? Did I truly know how to love? All of those things were the things that he said about me. In this moment I don’t feel like myself. I look in the mirror and don’t recognize the woman stirring back at me. I’m over weight for me but can’t get myself up to go to the gym. I LOVE THE GYM!!!! but...