Chapter 38!!!!!!!!

 

Listen!! Your girl just turned 38!! I am soooo grateful to God to see another year that wasn’t promised. I am so excited about this chapter in my life. I just feel grown grown (LOL).  No Forreal!! God is getting ready to blow my mind even more than He already has.

The day before my birthday I was driving to Guthrie (for work) and I just began to think of how God moved in my life at thirty-seven. Thirty-seven for me was my year of trusting God and Obedience. God said that He wanted to get ALL of the glory out of my life. He literally wouldn’t allow me to ask anyone for anything. Can you imagine needing something so bad but you can’t ask anybody?  I remember laying in my bed one night and telling God. I’m not going to worry about it, I’m going to put it in your heads. I trust you. The next morning God came through and so much more. I didn’t know that, that very moment was God starting the process of me depending solely on Him. There were decisions that I had to make that were extremely hard. I remember being in my closet crying my eyes out and praying to God because I was so scared to make this particular decision. I knew that it was going to hurt and I didn’t want to go through the process. That night I had a dream and my older brother and I was arguing. In my dream my brother was telling me what I needed to go and I kept telling my brother that I was going to do it. My brother in my dream was so serious and I promised him that I would do what he asked of me. When I woke up I said now I have to do it. What was crazy is I told my brother about my dream and He told me that he had been praying for me heavy. That was God speaking in my dream through my brother. Long story short, that very decision changed my life COMPLETELY. The remarkable thing about it is once I made that decision not only did God move in my life but He began to move in the lives of the people around me. You see we have people that are assigned to us. You hold the key that can  unlocked someone else’s life. Now I am in the position to fully do the ministry that God has called me to do. The way I thought I was going to minister is completely different from how God has me doing it now. I am in such awe at the growth in my life. I made the decision that this year I’d be happy, prosperous, joyful, and things would be easy. Let me tell once I voiced that, the devil came full swinging but God stood right in front of me and said No, you ain’t touching this one. Listen! God has called all of us for a purpose and plan. I just want to encourage you to get God like never before. Make him #1 in your life. Allow Him to navigate your you life. You will never be the same. Once you give Him your all, you won’t have to worry about anything. Let’s His work. I made a vow to God that no matter what it looks like I was going to do His will.

Let’s see what God has in store for me at thirty-eight. God told me He was going to blow mind. I’ll keep y’all posted 🤗. Keep me in your prayers 🙏🏽